I sit here in the middle of an empty room, with my heart away .., everything is dark, as dark as that night when I lost you, my walls are full of our memories, the pictures that we take, the never wrote letters, stuffed animals I always hope, of ever I love you I collected .. I am overwhelmed by the smell will not let me breathe .. the scent of your presence, the scent of your memory ... Little by little, new furniture in my room, chair where you used to sit and laugh at my silliness, my dresser where you were leaving your keys and hide your stuff, the remote control for which we fought so often, the computer your lover my friend .. I sat on the floor and just want to go blind, to extinguish every piece .. ! Lie! extinguish everything that reminds me how much I loved ..
would be blind for not seeing every corner leads me to you, deaf not to hear her screaming my soul, moves to stop repeating that I miss, I can not have hands to touch you miss, I do not have feet to avoid this constant struggle to not let them go by your side but above all ... would not have the heart to love you can not ...
After all this darkness that I feel for you is so contradictory, ambiguous and even fleeting, is a love that turns on when you irrigate , cooled when they embrace, flourishes in dry weather, nostalgia when you're here, rejoicing if not I have you .. is that if I have you I can not miss, is that if I have you .. I can still recover I think that chest beating and liberate me from this pressure and I understand that it will not ...
The mourning has started, you have killed every cell of this love and have renewed every cell of my soul, a heart that understands that all ends .. of a brain that is sure to come back, the eyes that weep no more for your cause .. of lips that were yours .. a woman will ever encounter .. If a story came to an end ..
Because in order to start is to learn to finish .. And now turn off the light switch of our own, turned it off for tomorrow the sun will be what will make me shine ..
